Trigger Warning!!!
bite tongue
cut
pull
grind
bleed
cover
stitch
scar
cut
spit
drink
scream
bleed
cover
stitch
scar
i repeat
the same fucking lines
i am defeat
in the same losing games
so i cut and bleed and stitch and repeat
drink and drug and fuck and scream
and hate
o i hate
you
them
us
myself
most of all
so
i cut
until
i bleed out
and no one is coming
there is no one who can
save me
and I have constructed my death
just this way
i am too far gone
too tired to begin
again the same fucking crimes of
cut
pull
cry
grind
sweat
scream
drug
bleed
weep
drink
cover
stitch….
now i have repast
and my pain has past.
image courtesy of Pinterest and Diggle Vitt2013
May I post on Blood Into Ink?
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I would be honored 🙏
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It is incredibly powerful and filled with emotional urgency. I felt on my skin.
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Emotional response to the news about Chester. So soon after Chris. Some of us die as a lesson to others. It’s a hard, ugly truth.
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It weighs heavily on me but I remind myself to breathe, to fight, to remember small perfect moments and find the steel in my spine when I feel my will slipping away.
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You have to. The alternatives suck 😁
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Indeed. I like to think of it as we have a gentleman’s agreement (pardon the expression) to stick around for each other
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👍 Agreed
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Such a visually gorey piece. Great use of words to provoke a feeling of chaos and helplessness.
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Thank you Daisy! Great to hear from you my friend ❤🙏
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