if forever was a Tuesday-Revised

Tuesday

is there a reason to be here

a reason for the blood

when will reason become clear

’cause I’m drowning in the flood

it’s the lights and thrum

heave and hum

rattle and drum

I keep on marchin’ to nowhere

feet shufflin’ to discord

playing anarchy in my head

heart pounds out the subs

I cannot hear it’s so loud

push pull kiss and shove

hold me, hug, kiss and love

nothings that meant everything

and I don’t know how to fall any further

away

would you give your permission

for me to run into the sun,

yes you may

I continue to study the reasons

for (my)fault

I shoulda been trying to fill the cracks

doesn’t matter much why it happened

if you’re never coming back

I would

I wouldn’t

I could

I didn’t

now I study reasons to remain

I prefer to analyze November rain

I’d like to think I could

give up all this pain

but, hell

I know I’m still too vain

plus, there’s always

your legendary disdain

for forgiveness……

if forever was a Tuesday

I’d opt for dark.

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