OpTSotD-Highly Suspect

When I go out I start searchin’ for the upperdrugs When I wake up I get scared without my downerdrugs Fuck! It’s last call (last call) And now I gotta pay for all my shit and then go Even though I’m wide awake So let’s go (let’s go) Yeah, I can push you against the wall I might as well make another mistake It’s not enough I wanna sleep forever But I keep wakin’ up But all I feel is the pressure When you speak (when you speak) I choke Because you’re remindin’ me I’d rather be alone I wish … Continue reading OpTSotD-Highly Suspect

I.II.III.

I. Temper temper temper Speaking 31 flavors Of madness, you stalk me once again Dance in iris tourniquet Titan Breaking through seals Make the deal A Devil sits at my table Progenitor of pale hollow The air in here is casual A callous malice whispers Pressing upon all the dreams Dying in the cracks Of the floor II. There’s a model of your bathroom from the old apartment in my heart where you live. there’s a deal with a Devil on my mind why is negotiation such a grind in this place there’s a Giant at my table talking about … Continue reading I.II.III.

’94

It was the best of times and we all had a bottle full of promise.  The summer was on and full; iron in the blood.  the sun was big as were the dreams we shared on our sleeves.  the picture of beauty was Hope Sandoval singing Fade Into You on MTV and we were all looking for that one person to dance with.  We ended up jamming together for a while through a few LollaPaloozas then went separate ways. I can’t sing and I don’t like to rhyme, i’m not much of any…one.  If there somet….stuff I could say I … Continue reading ’94

OP TSotD-The Kills

  Pull a U-The Kills Pull a u in a sexy car Got your black magic And your two dollar Pull a u in ya dust dusty car Got your black magic And your two dollar love Pull a u with your sexy (?) Got your black magic And your two dollar love Pull a u honey, and get me too I’m your black magic And your two dollar, go right I’m not trying to wake you up I’m not trying to wake you up Don’t clean it up Don’t lean it back Get on the hood Ain’t nothing to … Continue reading OP TSotD-The Kills

OP’s TSotD- I Prevail

I think, I think too much I’m a little bit paranoid, I think I’m breaking Maybe it’s in my blood Got a pain that I can’t avoid, I think I’m breaking down Hate every single second, minute, hour, every day Person in the mirror, they won’t let me feel a thing Keep me focused on my problems, I’m addicted to the pain Everybody’s out to get you I guess I never noticed how it came creeping in My enemy emotion but I can’t sink or swim I say I’m feeling hopeless, they give me medicine They give me medicine, they … Continue reading OP’s TSotD- I Prevail

OP’s TSotD

“Hybrid Moments” if you’re gonna scream, scream with me moments like this never last When new creatures rape your face Hybrids open up the door ooh baby when you cry your face is momentary you hide your looks behind these scars in hybrid moments give me a moment give me a moment give me a moment ooh baby when you cry your face is momentary you hide your looks behind these scars in hybrid moments in hybrid moments in hybrid moments in hybrid moments give me a moment give me a moment Continue reading OP’s TSotD

afraid to

What do you do when the drugs Stop working Comparing tastes on dirty floors Deploring my condition Subtract from addition Equating minute ventilation Fear, always fears, tidal look at me through bullet hole lens shudder, shimmy, shake do a little dance, make that face you know which one the look you cannot fake steak a claim here, sure just know mining coal is dangerous. black hearts and black aces never be this high again glue ill fitting piece onto patchwork soul tributaries take us downstream starting to feel like worthless, worth less than I get tired of tryin’ you become … Continue reading afraid to

OPTSotD- Logic (feat. Eminem)

Don’t listen around the kids 😉   Son, you know why you the greatest alive? Why, Dad? Because you came out of my balls, nigga Hahahahaha Fuck rap Bustin’ like an addict with a semi-automatic Who done had it, and he ready for anybody to buck back Hold up, catch a vibe, ain’t no way in hell we leavin’ nobody alive Even suicide, no fuck that Bobby feelin’ villainous, he killin’ this I’m comin’ for your man and his lady and even the baby I’m feelin’ like I’m chika-chika-chika, Slim Shady with rabies Every single rapper in the industry, yeah … Continue reading OPTSotD- Logic (feat. Eminem)

OPTSotD- Peter Murphy

  I find you in the morning After dreams of distant signs You pour yourself over me Like the sun through the blinds You lift me up And get me out Keep me walking But never shout Hold the secret close I hear you say You know the way It twists and turns Changing color Spinning yarns You know the way It leaves you dry It cuts you up And takes you high You know the way It’s painted gold Is it honey Is it cold You know the way It throws about It takes you in And spits you … Continue reading OPTSotD- Peter Murphy

OPTSotD- Jane’s Addiction

Wish I was ocean size They cannot move you No one tries No one pulls you Out from your hole Like a tooth aching a jawbone… I was made with a heart of stone To be broken With one hard blow I’ve seen the ocean Break on the shore Come together with no harm done… It ain’t easy living… I want to be As deep As the ocean Mother ocean Some people tell me Home is in the sky In the sky lives a spy I want to be more like the ocean No talking All action… No talking All … Continue reading OPTSotD- Jane’s Addiction